I had a lovely day today meeting a few girlfriends I’ve not actually seen in ages for coffee and shopping. It was really nice. I miss girl company sometimes, I don’t have that many close girlfriends if I’m honest and it was nice to have someone to gossip with and “ooh” and “aah” over shoes and dresses with. Even just sitting in Costa sipping coffee and gossiping. Its amazing the transitions that have happened in everyones lives this past year. I don't think its been an uneventful year for anyone, whether it be good or bad.
One thing it did really make me realise... is I’m so glad to be in the position I’m in. I’ve kind of wondered in the past, what uni would be like if I was single. Not in a regretful way just more curiosity I guess. But sitting there today hearing the stress of boys and dating, meeting people, the embarrassment of “club necking” now. It dawned on me if things go to plan, I won’t ever have these problems again.
I love when people ask, “How’s living with Jake? Have you killed each other yet?” And I smile because we haven’t, in fact there’s nothing I love more than him being the first thing I see every morning, and the last thing of a night. Curling up on the sofa to watch a film. And yeah, things might not be exactly like they used to when you first start dating and everything new and exciting... but he still gives me butterflies. I still get tickly feelings when he gives me that lopsided grin and tells me I’m beautiful. I get it really bad talking about the future. But most definetly in a good way. The best way - I'm looking forward to having my own home, a house I can decorate myself, .... well, not my own. Our own. :)
Tommorow will be my first night to town in ... months. I can’t wait. It’s not even the drinking so much as the dancing. Lots and lots of dancing :)
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