I don’t think people ever stop wanting...
I have a pretty; seemingly endless list of stuff I want; a new tattoo, shoes, dresses, clothes, makeup, video games. But then there’s Thailand to save for. And I want nights out too.
Does it ever stop? Do we work to earn money to temporarily ease a satisfaction that will only grow again? Maybe that’s the meaning of life, to feed undying satisfaction.
Anyway updates – not a massive amount to report. I’ve not really been out since New Year in an effort to save money for the rest of the year. It will be an exciting year there’s no doubt, with my 21st, Thailand, graduation and whatever September might bring.
It’s going to be a difficult year too though, final push with university assignments, exams, my dissertation and finding a job.
I want to be a counsellor but well, I lack the money, and the time. I’ve been applying to HR jobs because it’s a stable job with a good wage. But honestly, I don’t think I’ll find it fulfilling. I might be wrong I don’t know, I have little experience of the area. But right now I’m thinking.... writer. I’m a writer already. Always have been. I love writing. My imagination is vivid enough, I’m naive and idealistic enough to write about love, about fantasy – but also mature and experienced enough to know to be realistic. Being J.K.Rowling doesn’t come easy ... some people never get there. We’ll just have to see what life has in store for me I guess.
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