Once again I've not wrote in a while, been so busy with Christmas. Christmas was, okay. I think more than anything it affirmed how much my life has changed, I feel less at home in my parents house than ever these days, I'm more aware of how I don't really fit in with my family  -we're drastically different. Either way over all it was nice. Got some lovely presents, my GHDs from Jake, and my official Playboy bunny costume from Deb. Just to name a few.

Christmas Kisses :)

We had our party aswell. It was a good night though I got too drunk too quick so ended up going to bed way to early. I'd had a long day though so I don't think that helped!

Its New Years' Eve tommorow so I figured I'd write some Resolutions. I don't want to do a pure massive list because I'd never keep to all of them. Just a few, sensible, reasonable ones.

1. Work hard at uni ... achieve a 2:1 degree minimum.
2. Have better control of my emotions. Don't get stressed or upset so easy.
3. Secure a graduate scheme or job of some kind for September.
4. Make more of an effort not to waste days - minimise the amount of 'lazy' days had.
5. Get myself in shape for Thailand - I will not faint over there!!!
6. Don't be afraid to be spontaneous ... new haircut? Hair colour? Purchase? Just do it!

And with that I'm going to leave ... but see you next year :) Have a good one! x

Life’s been busy again. I’ve been working at Boots a lot more to try getting some money for Christmas. It’s... well. It’s hard to say how I like it. Its okay as jobs go I guess, I’ve had worse jobs. But it’s the time. I swear my store is some sort of time machine where time goes beyond slow. I can check the clock, then what seems like 30 mins later, look again and its only been five. The discount is nice though. Though its a bit of a chicken/egg situation. I saved money by not buying stuff like makeup unless it was necessary. Now because I get discount, I'm buying more things I normally wouldn't. So I still have no money! But oh well, least I have some lovely things.


Modelling has also been going well. I did a shoot with a good friend Viliam who’s a makeup artist. She’s outstanding. Here’s her group for anyone interested. http://www.facebook.com/?ref=home#!/group.php?gid=103655809698510

She has the amazing ability to make you look not like yourself. She did my makeup and looking in the mirror was like looking at a stranger. But in a good way. I don’t want to sound big headed but the girl in the mirror was beautiful. Then you get the revelation that thing in the mirror IS actually you. It makes you feel good. Anyway she’s incredibly talented, and she’s also genuinely lovely, makes you feel so at ease. I would recommend her to anyone!

That shoot also inspired my Christmas present. I’ve asked Jake for the Midnight Collection GHDs. They were what created my hair for the shoot but the whole set is so cute. I love the little mirror.

I shall try update again soon shortly about Christmas goings on. :)